I THINK I LOVE YOU

OK, less than 4 weeks to go and last night I was a very bad boy. I had vodka and got quite merry. Thankfully sense prevailed and I only had a few vodkas and fresh orange, the majority were with diet coke and David says that that's ok. The detox is still going on and it's being helped by the fact that I've kind of lost my appetite. I've been eating more cereal but the thought of a large meal isn't that appealing. It was a fun night by all accounts, 3 other guys we know are going to be in Gran Canaria the same time we are so it should be a laugh as I'm sure we'll all meet up on a few nights at least. The only time it won't be fun is we bump into each other in the darkrooms!

One of the guys is Penfold. He's going to be over there with his family so no doubt will be trawling the gay bars as soon as he gets a chance. Penfold, Cam, my neighbour Craig and I went for lunch yesterday and Penfold showed us a text message he received from an ex who's obviously still smarting. Like the classic song that I think David Cassidy sang it went "I think I love you, but what am I so afraid of? I'm afraid of your big nose" Wherever that message was going I didn't expect it to go there but it did make me laugh! The thing is, Penfold doesn't even have that big a nose. Mine is bigger. My beloved Nana once gave me a drink out of a tall thin glass and laughed as I couldn't drink out of it as my nose was too big! Now it's not Roxanne proportions but it's a nose! Just aswell I have a sense of humour about it and have that wonderful ability of laughing at not only my misfortunes but also other people's! It's a blessing.