On Thursday I went to see Sex and The City the movie. I loved the fashions, revisiting the ladies, the quick one liners, the fashions, the drama, the tears, the laughs and the fashions.
It was full of women and 4 gay guys - me, Cameron, Jon and David! I was in rapture for the full show and everyone was so engrossed in it. It reminded me of the times watching Sex and The City on a Wednesday night in Julia's (who was also there on Thursday with her sister) when we'd get a takeaway and be engrossed and open mouthed at the shocks and drama at 10pm when a new episode aired. The atmosphere in the cinema was like a girly night in. You heard laughter, people gasping at the stunning costumes and passing comment on what had just happened on screen. It was fabulous.
So everything was fab and we left the flicks and I got home and went to bed. I then had one of the most vivd dreams I've ever had. I dreamt that I got married and was naturally wearing a stunning wedding dress ala Sex and The City. But then my dream changed. I could see myself sleeping and holding a baby, who was breathiing in unison with me. It was all very surreal because I'm not the least bit paternal in the slightest but it felt like the most natural thing to have this baby that was mine. Thankfully the baby wasn't crying or needing it's nappy changed. I was just holding it. I have no idea what it means but it was most strange. When I was 12, a girl from school came to my door (thankfully I answered) and told me that the baby she was holding was mine - I knew that she was stark staring bonkers, especially because the baby wasn't all that pretty and I didn't like the buggy it was in. I have always said I never wanted children and I'm still shocked when I see people from school or my past whom I meet and they are with child. Like Carrie Bradshaw says..... I couldn't help but wonder - Will I ever have a child?
Thankfully the moment's passed and I have no real yearnings but that impossible dream made me think and write this post.
Saturday, May 31, 2008
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2 comments:
Very interesting! Maybe this is a real prediction of what's to come...you as a pink daddy!
Can't wait to go and see SATC myself. I too used to enjoy cosy nights in with a former housemate watching it...those were the days!!
Oh, and you've been TAGGED, love.
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