DEEPER AND DEEPER

Was planning on keeping the blog really impersonal and just very campy but having read the divine Rupaul's weblog, that hag puts me to shame because he's just too sharp and insightful, so much so that he's inspired me!

Sometimes life's a bitch, and like Carrie in Sex And The City said you can only ever have 2 out of the big 3

1- A hot guy
2- A hot apartment
3- A hot job

Well I've just bought the hot apartment which ps - i'm loving but as for the job?!!
Working in a mind numbing dull day job is sapping me of my style and just making me trailer trashy. Although the money's ridiculously good considering I have zero responsibility. If I had my way I'd be teaching dance 24/7 but summer's a real bitch for low numbers and so that looks like an add on for the foreseeable future. I love it so much and get a total buzz from seeing my kids improve and enjoy the dancing as much as I enjoy working with them.

Then there's the Hot Guy. Having not had a proper man in my life for over 5 years is a sham and I'm ashamed to call myself a gayer. Don't get me wrong, I've racked up a fair amount of men since then but nobody to call my lover/boyfriend/ho! And that makes me real sad because I guess behind the haughtiness and bitchiness I can dish out I do just want what we all want - to love and be loved (damn Baz Luhrmann and Moulin Rouge!) I went to a private reading with a Spiritualist recently who hit the nail on the head with me personality wise - need to wait and see just what happens! This has been quite a cathartic post for me because I'm not one to get this deep but needs must and all that shite! I think I'll listen to Miss Ross or Bernadette Peters - they always work for me by bringing me out of the shadows!